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| Well I guess its about time for a new post. Ok its past time anyway, These past four or almost four weeks have been awesome. The feelings I have been having and just everything is new. The way when every time I look at her I start smiling or even when I am just thinking about her and no matter how bad my day has been it always works. How every time after we kiss I have this sweet tingling feeling on my lips and I don't want to do anything that might wash it off or something. The way I can sit and not say anything for hours and not feel awkward the way I have in the past. The way I missed her during thanksgiving break and it being different then it was with past relationships. And always wondering the same thing like when I think about Christ saving me, Why me, Why did Debbie want to go out with me. She could do a lot better and yet she seems as happy as can be. This past week while I was at home I had the chance to listen to country music and there is this new song at least I have never heard it before and they played it a lot. But the name of the song is "I must be doing something right." the one line that sticks out to me is the where he says
"Don't know what I did
To earn a love like this,
But baby I
Must be doin' somethin' right."
None of my relationships have ever lasted really long but this is the fist that I have really wanted, to the point where pray to God for Help, for it to go on forever. | | |
| I have a girlfriend. Yes it true I never thought it would happen but it did. Who would ever think a guy could feel this good but I do. And to think I was so scared about asking her. But I don't think I would of done it so soon if not for the friends I have that wouldn't leave me alone about it. So thanks guys. It's Debbie and she is so great. I am on top of the world and no one can bring me down now. | | |
| Well I have been avoiding a friend and I still want to avoid her but then again I don't. Its weird because before I went out of town we had a really important talk and then we get back and I start avoiding her and it may have to do with what she decided after we talked, even though I told her it wasn't. But what she decided shouldn't of changed much but it did and I can't find out why. I had already known what she was talking about even before she said it but it seems like so much is different. And maybe it is and it was hard to talk to her about what she wanted because in a way I was giving her relationship advice and with how I still feel about her or did feel it was really hard not to put it to her in such a way that it would help me. But I did even though I wasn't being honest with myself when I did and that maybe part of it all. So the past couple of days I have just been as busy as I could make myself, one to help me not think about it all and two to give me reason not to talk to her and I am still keeping myself as busy as possible. Plus I am going home soon and I think that will help me get my mind off of it all to. So I don't know what to do because avoiding her helped me some because I would think about it less and hurt less, but then I am not being a friend so I just don't know. | | |
| I was tagged so here it is...
I have to list ten things that give me a moment of joy. then tag five people, who must ALSO list ten things and must ALSO tag five people.
Here are my ten things.....in order.. for the most part...
1. Working Outside
2. Being with my Family
3. Rain
4. Working on Computers
5. Watching Movies
6. Hanging out with Friends
7. Reading
8. Sleeping
9. Playing video games
10. Being by Myself
and I tag....
I don't know yet | | |
| This week has gotten worse then the past ones. First I got really really sick, then my mom calls, and I was like yeah I get to talk to my mom, but then she told me that one of my friends was in an car accident. Amber, that's her name, had a jeep and she flipped it and it broke her neck. The doctors don't know if she is paralyzed or not. However I was told that last night her fingers moved, this would seem good expect they do not know if she moved them or if it was like a muscle spasms. So if you could pray for her that would be great. I did learn a lot though like when I told my best friend Chris about Amber he left his computer right then and prayed for her. And it made me think, why do we not do that more often?, friends come up to us all the time and ask us to pray for them. We say that we will but why not stop right then and pray its not like it would take more then a minute or two, and then my friend Justin done the same thing Chris did and it made me think about it more. So now I just have to get over the girl and move on and we will be doing good. | | |
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